Ok here goes nothing

A page ripped from Lars' diary
Dear Diary :heart:
Something fucking weird happened, I don’t know if it’s good disgusting or wrong.So,me and Dave on the porch smoking pot. Everything was good and calm till Dave came closer to me. I can’t believe that I still remember it so clear. We were both laughing (I don’t know why) and having a good time.
Dave stopped laughing and looked deep into my eyes. I stopped laughing and I looked at him too. He was coming closer and closer to me. I could feel his breath. A needle wouldn’t fit between our faces. The next thong I know is that our lips were touching. I moved my head back but Dave grabbed it and made me open my mouth. The next thing I know is that he threw is 2 meter tongue down my throat, First I was shocked but then I liked it…actually I LOVED it!!!
I don’t know what’s up with me diary but I think more is going to happen from now on.

hmmm....! very interesting start! Dave and Lars are getting hot uh? :wink

2 meter tongue :lol:

Mieow! Lars and Dave---HOT!!!

Ok...I'm back :D
A page ripped from Lars' life.The action happens seconds after the first event.



After our first and long kiss, Dave pulled away a little and looked into my eyes. I looked at his lips and then back to his eyes. Dave smiled, I smile too but then I looked at the ground. Dave smoked a little more from his joint and said
“Something wrong?”
“No!” I said quickly. Dave took my hand and put it into his. I looked at his and I noticed that I was breathing hard. Dave wanted to kiss me again but I turned my face in another direction. Dave smiled and pulled back again. I remained like that trying to catch my thoughts.
“Dave, this is wrong. You know about my relationship with James (well, it wasn’t a proper relationship because all we did was kissing,hugging,touching or sleeping-JUST SLEEPING-together; we didn’t do anything serious. James didn’t mention that he would like to, yet)
“Yeah,I know. But it was for fun,what,you didn’t like it?” Dave said trying to look into my eyes but I didn’t turn my head.
“Of course I liked it!” I said smiling and finally turned my face to him. We stood there a few seconds looking into each other’s eyes. I started to look at Dave’s from another point of view. Now I noticed what a sweet smile he had and those hazel eyes were absolutely awesome.
“Maybe some other time” I said and raised from the ground and headed toward the door. When I opened it to enter, I brutally bumped into Cliff. He was looking down at me with a weird expression. I tried to pass, but he grabbed my arm and pushed me into the house.
“Aaaau! Let go!” I said struggling.
“You are such a slut Lars!” he said not letting go of my arm,he actually started to hold me tighter. A cold chill went down my spine.
“W-Why?”I barely asked.
“I saw you frenching with that asshole!How dare you betray James? I’m gonna tell! he said.
“No!” I said immediately.”Please Cliff, this is not going to happen again, please don’t tell James. I beg you!”
“He’s my best friend….”Cliff said.
“Please Cliff,don’t!”I said pulling my arm from his grasp. My eyes started to form tears.
Cliff looked in my eyes and then rolled his eyes and said:”Ok….But this is the last time! If I see you one more time…oh,and stop crying, I can’t stand guys that cry!”
:D

Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MORE PLEASE????? :P

More :D
I was in a room with Dave (we started to enjoy each other’s company).We were both laughing. I was laughing louder and I couldn’t control myself. I was sitting on a sofa next to Dave, who was laughing of my laughter.
I stopped a little to breathe looked at Dave who had tears in his eyes because of all that laughing. I erupted in another round of loud laughing. I drifted and laid my head on Dave’s laps. We stopped for a little while.
“Ok….I’m…I’m cool!” I said making air with my hand, Dave on the other hand had other plans.
He bended towards my face. He wanted to kiss me. I raised my head and stood next to him.
“Dave….you know it’s wrong!” I said not to convinced.
“C’mmon,you and James aren’t going anywhere. Plus, he has you in his bed every night!” Dave said looking straight at me and smirking.
“Yeah,but….”I said. I remembered what Cliff said and I closed my eyes. When I opened them, Dave was in front of me, face to face.
“You irresistible read head devil!” I said while Dave came closer. Again he pressed his lips against mine. It felt so good.
I opened my mouth and Dave did his work with his tongue. Dave’s hands were, one on my waist and another one on my neck. I had one hand on Dave’s arm. Everything was perfect, but I felt a little weird. I opened my eyes and looked at the door. I felt like someone just pored cold water on my. In the door was….James. I closed back my eyes kinting and hoping that it was just an illusion. The kiss ended and Dave looked at me. I licked my lips and sighed.
“Lars, what’s wrong? You look just like you’ve seen a ghost.” he said smiling.
I said nothing. I looked at Dave.” Why was this happening? Why now?” I thought.
“Lars, why are you always like this when we kiss?” Dave asked rubbing my arm.
“James.” I said. Dave nodded and looked a little disappointed.
“You were thinking at him when we…”
“No! Dave, I really enjoy spending time with you …just that I’m afraid James’s going to appear and…”I said but Dave hugged me. I hugged him back and noticed that one of his hands were under my shirt. I smiled.
“It’s gonna be Ok babe!” Dave said rubbing my back under my shirt.

Great update hunni!!! :heart: can't wait for more !:D

Hey, now that I'm looking back at it, it's not that bad :D but I just couldn't continue, I didn't have the guts to do it...(damn) :biggrin

Wanna thank those who read it :D

I want an update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :(
I like it very much so far, I guess I'm a lot into gay stories :D , please, don't disappoint me! :rolleyes:
update update update update update update update update update update update update update update update update update UPDATE!!!!!!

Oooh, 'tis your Lars/Dave slash :biggrin I would like an update too!

we "wouldn't like" one, we DEMAND it! -_-

Alright, alright...a little update. This story has it's own couse and if I want to finish it I have to pass through all the stages....if you're still intereseted to read...here you go :D

Dear diary,

Everything was calm and still in the last days. Me and James really enjoy each other’s company more and more… (*rolling eyes and grins*)But of course something had to happen. As I was sitting on the coach trying to write some lyrics, James came in the room and sat on the couch in my right and put his arm around my shoulders. I smiled and continued thinking about lyrics. Then …Dave came in the room. He sat on the couch in my left and what surprised me was that he put his hand on my bare leg ( I was wearing some shorts) . I felt a shiver in my whole body. With the corner of the eye I looked at James who was looking confused at Dave. I slowly turned my head and looked at Dave who was zapping the TV not letting his hand off my leg. He actually started to move it up my leg. I was staring like an idiot at the pen that I was holding in my hand and waited for the bomb to drop, because I knew that James is extremely jealous. My heart was pounding like a maniac. I turned my head to James and saw that he was about to chop Dave’s hand off. I got up from the coach and left the room.
I know it wasn’t the best thing to do, because as soon as I entered my room I could hear James yelling at Dave, things like: “What the fuck man?” bla bla bla…. After he was done with Dave, he came in my room and asked me if there’s something I’m forgetting to tell him. I can’t believe that I had the guts to watch him in the eye and lie. He calmed down ( he believed me) and hugged me , holding me very tight, just like he didn’t want to let anyone else to have me. (O_o) He left the room and I collapsed on my bed.

What have I put myself through? What’s with Dave’s behavior? He knows that James is extremely jealous. I’m afraid of James’ reactions and ….of shit! I forgot about Cliff! He knows! What if he tells James???

cool, it's getting really interesting!!! :biggrin

:lol: this is so good! especially if you have the matching images in your head :lol:

Yays, I hope Lars and Dave end up together :) Or even better...a threesome :biggrin

Waw, I never expected to have 2 pages from this. :D I wrote another part for you. This story is going somewhere.....oh, I wanna thank you for finding time to read this silly thing. :heart:
Hope you'll understand what I wrote...



“Get in.” Dave said and pushed me in a room.

“Dave….?” I said as he closed the door. He came straight to me and stuck his lips to mine. That overwhelming feeling again…I was melting on my feet. I broke the kiss and looked up at the hazel eyes that were intimidating me.

“And that was for…?” I asked smiling.

“For…the fact that….” he started but he didn’t finish because he planted another kiss on my lips, this time his tongue invading my mouth. I put my hands around his neck as he continued to do his job. He started to push me till I felt a desk meeting the back of my legs. He lifted me and put me on the desk.

“Uh oh…” I thought. I didn’t want to go further, but it seemed that Dave had other things in mind.

“Stop.” I said.

“You don’t like it?” he asked.

“Yes, but…”

“Not even this..?” he asked and kissed my cheek. “Or this…?” and he kissed my neck.

I smiled and closed my eyes feeling the pleasure taking my inner body as a prisoner. His lips reached my shoulder as he made his way under my t-shirt sleeve.

Just then the door opened. Cliff was standing in the door and rolled his eyes. I pushed Dave away from me and looked at Cliff with big eyes. My heart started to pound faster.

“Ok…That’s it. I’m going to tell James.” he said and left the room.

“Shit!” I said and ran after him. “Cliff…don’t!” It was too late. James came in the hall as he heard his name.

“What?” he said and looked at Cliff and then at me.

“Lars here has to tell you something.” Cliff said and shot me a demanding look.

“Yes?” James asked looking curious.

“I….” I started, not even an idea came in my mind. I couldn’t even look at him.

“Lars?” James asked looking at me and then at Cliff. “What’s going on?”

“Someone around here doesn’t know that sincere means.” Cliff said and looked insistent at me. “Come on Lars tell him so you can end this stupid soap opera!”

“I….”

“You….what?” James asked.

“He’s been kissing with Dave behind your back.” Cliff shot and I looked at him scared.

James smiled confused. He looked at me expecting to hear a denial. He saw me avoiding his eyes and not saying anything.

“Lars??? Is this true?” James asked his tone getting angrier. Cliff left us resolve our problem.

“He kissed me!” I protected myself. Why did I say that??? “I was taken by surprise." I couldn’t believe that I was saying all this.

“Where’s that piece of shit? I’m gonna crack his head.” James said and pushed me aside. I turned and grabbed him by his arm.

“No!!! Let him be…I’m sure that he was drunk. I won’t let it happen again.” I said looking in his icy blue eyes.

“No. I want to give him a piece of my mind!” he said and made a few more steps but I pulled him back.

“No…James please….” I said and pulled him closer to me. “Let him be…”

James looked down at me and then sighed.

“Ok…for you…but if this happens again I’ll kill him.” he said and wrapped his arms around me and held me very tight to his chest. He told me about his obsessive compulsive syndrome, and this seemed to be the manifestation. Overprotective….

I’m in big trouble because of Dave, who didn’t even came to clear the situation…maybe he’s messing with my feelings.

ok, I really can't wait for the next part!!!

oh...poor naive james :(

Thank you for reading :) Here's another part kinda short though. It may seem kinda pussy and lame, but it's important for the next part, which is gonna be (I hope) hot. :rolleyes: So let's get going:






“Hey” I said when I entered the living-room and saw James sitting on the coach.

“Hey, little one” he said turning his head to see me. When I came closer to the couch he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him. I sat on his lap and smiled.

“Little Jamie wants to play?” I asked and I put my legs on the sides of his body. He put his hands on my ass and had an ironic smile on his face. He stretched his neck for me to kiss him. I stuck my lips to his and put one hand on his neck. Thank God Cliff was practicing his bass in the basement and Dave was fast asleep. This way maybe we can have some action goin’.

He was moving his hands up and down my back as I was getting deeper down his throat. Strangely how I haven’t heard not one moan of pleasure form him all this time. So I started to kiss his chin and down to his neck. Just some tighter grasps from him. Come on James there’s gotta be something that turns you on! I put my hands under his shirt and started to feel him. I felt his body trembling at the first contact with his skin. One of my hands slid to his jeans and I unbuttoned them. Oh, I so wish I haven’t done that. Immediately as I done that he gasped and slowly pushed me.

“No…no. Stop.” he said.

“What? Why?” I asked confused and looked in his eyes.

“I …don’t…not too far, ok?” he said and looked at me but this time I avoided his look.

“Afraid because I turned you on…” I said and got off of him and sat on the couch a meter away from him. He buttoned his jeans and looked at me. I didn’t look at him anymore. A mixture of guilt, embracement, sadness and frustration took control of me. I felt unwanted. My eyes even started to form tears. I got mad on myself. Why was I crying for? I got up from the coach.

“Lars….come on, don’t act like that.” James said after me, but I left him alone in the living-room.

“Fuck’em, fuck’em, fuck’em all!!!” I said in my mind. I was angry…but on who? On me …on James cause he doesn’t even show some interest in me.

“Lars are you ok?” I heard a voice from the end of the hall. It was Dave.

“Just perfect.” I said a little louder that I wanted and slammed the door behind me as I entered my room. I felt like an idiot trying to make James do more than he wanted….I got in my bed and looked on the walls , thoughts and thoughts flying in my head.

So...
Jamie should let himself go a bit...and Lars...well...he should made up his mind...he can't cheat on James like that!!!...
Hope that Cliff will help Lars to clear his mind!...

Nice chapt!!!!

Awww, poor Lars, he feels like James doesn't like him. I hope everything works out OK for all the dudes.

it's getting more and more interesting, can't wait to read the next chapter! :biggrin and i think Lars and Dave make a better couple than James and Lars...

Hi, I'm back (* oh great... hears in the back*) Wrote another part if you're still interested... :rolleyes: I know I said that this part is gonna be hot, buuuut...because of the last updates I changed it because I don't want my story to sound just like Sandi's ( Let's face it...we write about the same things...) So I hope that after this part, the main "even" will happen... Tahnk you for reading my previous chapter. If you don't like it, don't comment and then I'll think if I'll still write. It would be....4 more parts after this one..( yeas I want to finish it..)

Ok, enough, here you go...:


I was in the basement, eating some cereals from a bowl that I brought with me down there because I was sick of listening how Cliff and James were arguing with Dave. I wasn’t talking to James, so I took my breakfast and went in the only place where I enjoyed being alone. I was sitting on my drum kit’s chair and I was eating and staring at a corner of the room and thinking…

Why am I like this? Why can’t I be like the other guys my age? Why am I attracted to guys and girls at the same time? I’ve been in so much trouble since Dave first kissed me. Cliff was rolling his eyes whenever I was talking and James…well…I wasn’t acting the same with him since Dave came in the picture. I don’t know why the others think that Dave is a piece if shit, because I find him very tender, funny and protective. He’s so different than James…

As I was so concentrated on my thoughts and cereals, I felt some hands wrapping around my abdomen, I startled and turned my head only to face Dave’s cheek very close to my face. I calmed down and smiled.

“What’s up?” he asked sticking his cheek to mine.

“You scared me. “ I said and took another spoon of cereals. “Well, I was thinking …”

“About?” he whispered not letting go of me.

“About me…you…James… everything. “ I said

“Oh…” he said and let go of me. He came in front of me. He gently sat on my snare drum. I looked at him curious.

“I heard about your fight with James…” he said.

“Hmpf!” I said and took another spoon of cereals. Dave took my bowl and spoon and put them on another drum from the kit.

“Hey! I was eating that. I haven’t eaten for 2 days…” I said serious but a smile appeared on my face as Dave stuck his tongue at me. “Yeah, I fought with James, but it was his fault. “ I said. Dave nodded and we stood a few seconds staring into each other’s eyes.

“I’ve been thinking.” he said and got up from the snare drum and went back behind me and put his hands on my shoulders.

“Hmm?” I said curious.

“You and James…I don’t see the chemistry…” he said and started to massage me. Ah, it felt so good.

“Huh?” I went.

“I don’t know…James isn’t ready to unleash himself. He’s still shy and scared. He doesn’t want to go further. He just wants to stay still, he likes the actual situation. He only wants him to be satisfied ...” he said, his words making me think very serious about this, because he was right.

“What’s to do?” I asked confused. His massage was so good; it made me loosen up a bit.

“What you need is someone open-minded, who’s willing to listen to your desires, to think of your satisfaction first, not someone who is afraid of his own feelings, someone like…” and he stopped.

“Someone like…?” I asked. He lowered himself and whispered in my ear.

“Like…me….”

I felt a shiver in my body and butterflies in my stomach. I turned my head to him and stretched my neck. He stretched his neck too and our lips were touching ( just like in Titanic) I put a hand on his neck and opened my mouth for his tongue. The kiss ended after a minute. It was the best, the most romantic kiss I’ve ever had!

“Let me think…” I whispered.

“Sure thing!” Dave said and went to pick up his guitar. I took my bowl of cereals and went up the stairs. I was floating actually… I entered the kitchen where I found Cliff reading a magazine and smoking a cigarette. James was drinking some beer at the table. As soon as he saw me he got up. I went to the sink to let my bowl. James came to me.

“Lars…listen, about yesterday…” he whispered. I raised my eyebrows trying to hide a smile.

“I really shouldn’t have reacted like that…but I got scared of what I felt. Now I realize that it wasn’t something bad…” he said.

“You’re a little late baby…” I thought and smiled thinking of what Dave said about James. Perfect match.

“Can you forgive me?” was the sentence I paid attention to. I looked up at him. Aww…the poor thing. I couldn’t break it to him yet. But I couldn’t continue with him either. This means that I made my decision…

“Sure babe. No problem.” I said with a wide smile on my face. James looked surprised and his face brightened up.

“Hey…you guys want to go jamming?” I asked.

“Finally!” Cliff said and got up from the table. “I was getting sick of your soap opera.”

And we went downstairs to jam…

heeeeey, of course we're interested! don't be discouraged, it's great and it's not the same as Sandi's one-both treat the same subject but in different ways. It's like my two fave movies-Hair and The Deer Hunter-they're both about the Vietnam War, in both of them my fave characters die but that doesn't mean they're not different or extremely awesome. You have at least one hooked reader (me :biggrin ) so keep the work going :) It's really really good so far :)


and about the chapter: haha, Lars the Slut :biggrin :biggrin :biggrin can't wait for the next ones, don't end it so soon!

Yeah I am really enjoying it too, it's awesome :D Lars & Dave kissed, yays! I love stories with my 2 fave charries in. Sorry if some of my stuff is similar to yours :blush: but pleeeeeeeeeeeeease write more. It is so cool :)

Hi everyone who reads! I just finished another part after a long time. Sorry it took me this long to update, but I've ben busy with school (bleah!).

So as I was saying, this part is hot. You may think it's disgusting and cheesy, but, hey...this came in my head last night and I had to write it.
Hope you readers won't run away after this part... :blink:


“This is life,” I said and took the last sip out of my third bottle of beer. I put the empty bottle on the table in from of me and let my head fall back on the couch that I was sitting on.
I and the rest of the guys were lazing in the living-room, It was …7 p.m I think. We were exhausted after a whole day of jamming. We even made a new song… ‘Whiplash.’

Cliff was reading a very tick book; his legs were resting on the same little table in front of me. James was fast asleep next to him, his head resting on Cliff’s lap.
The room started spinning with me. I put my hand on my face trying to get rid of the feeling. The first thought that came in my mind was…Dave. I smiled. I looked in my left at Cliff and James. Dave was in the kitchen I guess. I got up from the couch and left the room. Dave was just coming in, but I blocked his way. I started to push him.

“What are you doin’?” he whispered.

“Move,” I said and pushed him against a wall in the hall.

“Lars?” he said before his mouth was busy with mine.

“Do me,” I said looking up at him and then smiled like a drunk that I was.

“What?” he said as I started kissing and biting his neck.

“Fuck me…” I said and continued my job. Dave didn’t say anything. I took his hand and leaded him to my room. I entered but he stopped at the door. I turned to him.

“I have to go…I’ll be back. Don’t move,” he said and got out of my sight. I shrugged and went to my bed. I sat on the edge for a few seconds and then I laid back, closing my eyes. I spread my arms on the matters and waited. I almost fell asleep when I felt someone lifting the fringe of my T-shirt. I opened my eyes and saw a mass of bright read hair brushing my belly, as Dave started kissing my abdomen.

“What took you so long?” I asked sleepy.

“I was back in a minute,” Dave said looking up at me. “I was to the bathroom and then I went to check on Cliff and James. James is sleeping.”

“I don’t care…” I said smiling. “I want you.”

Dave smiled and continued kissing my abdomen, his kisses turning into licks which were going down till he met the beginning of my jeans. Must I mention that I already felt shivers in my whole body? He came back up to my mouth and kissed me. I put my hands on his back and started moving them up and down.

He grabbed the ends of my T-shirt and took it off. I also took his T-shirt off. It was like a game, ‘you undress me I’ll undress you’. I stretched my neck to kiss he’s; I even bit him, because I knew that he moans when I do that.

“Naughty Larsy wants to play,” he said and with one hand he unbuttoned my jeans and then unzipped them. I gasped, the drunken smile still not fading off my face. I pushed him on aside and ended up on top of him.

“Watch this,” I said and kissed my way down to his pants. I unbuttoned them with my hand and then put the zip between my teeth and pulled it down. Dave watched me with a horny smile on his face.

“You’re good,” he said and pushed me so he could be on top. We ended with our feet on the pillows from all this shifting and moving. Dave pulled my pants down and continued to satisfy my body. I started trembling, maybe because of the excitement.

“Something wrong?” he asked looking in my eyes.

“No…” I gasped.

“Sure?”

I nodded and kissed him again. I started pulling his pants down, it was kinda hard because a) they were very tight and b) he had a boner the size of Texas. I giggled and then bit my lip. I was surely drunk. Dave tasted like beer, was he drunk too?
Surprisingly, I had no fear if Cliff or James would have appeared in the room. I just wanted to be with Dave…and only with Dave. But was that what I really wanted? I felt another shiver in my body, this time it was because of the fear that just got stuck in me. Dave pulled the sheets around his hips and I felt his hands slowly removing my underwear. I started to blink faster. I was afraid. Could I tell him? He bent and kissed my neck. I let go of a silent moan.

“Lars…how old are you?” he asked me.

“Nine…eighteen.” I said. “ I’m 19 in December.” Dave raised his head and looked surprised at me.

“18?” he asked. “Lars, I’m 21”

“So what?” I said and couldn’t stop smiling again. I started pulling his underpants down, giving him a horny look.

“But, you’ve done this before…” he said smiling too.

“Um…no.” I said and giggled. Dave had the second shock.

“Why didn’t you say so…” he said and planted a kiss on my lips. “I’ll be gentile, I promise.”

“Ok,” I said and closed my eyes feeling his body pressing on mine. Actually, I wasn’t ready for this but I couldn’t tell him. He may get upset. I spread my legs wider and prepared. I kept my eyes closed tightly.

“Lars…open your eyes. Look at me” he said very calm. I opened them. “Just look into my eyes.”

I nodded and started feeling him coming into me. I gasped. It wasn’t too comfortable as I imagined. I gritted my teeth and tried to breathe normal, but I couldn’t.

“Lars, no…Lars , relax baby. It won’t hurt unless you want it to.” he said very soft. I don’t know why but I wanted to burst into tears. I wasn’t ready.

I felt him pushing more into me. I relaxed my body, gasping for air. I also sank my fingernails in his back. It was a little better. He repeated this motion slowly for a few more times till I started to feel some warmth in my whole body. It started to feel a lot better. Seeing that I got accustomed to him, Dave started to move a little faster, silent moans escaping from his throat. I started to have goose bumps, and an annoying song kept playing in my head this whole time. I started to laugh.

“What?” Dave asked.

“I…have ah…song stuck in my…head” I said between gasps. Dave stopped the motion and looked curious at me.

“You know? Like ah…virgin…touched for the very first…” but I couldn’t finish because both me and Dave started laughing. He bent and kissed me with thirst, pushing harder and faster, his moans echoing in my ears. I deeply scratched his back, trying to tell him to slow down. I was practically screaming underneath him. Our moans became one as he went deep, hitting the spot. He gasped for air as he let his body to fall on mine. We were both sweaty and trying to fill our lungs with as much air as possible. I felt just like I’ve been drumming for 3 hours nonstop. I pat his hair and he got off of me and laid next to me. I was so dizzy and my muscles were aching so badly. I looked in my right at him.

“Waw…” I just said. He turned on a side and put his arm around me. He was about to fall asleep, I could see that in his eyes. Well…so was I.

“I love you,” he said and kissed my naked shoulder. I smiled so weary. I was about to fall asleep, but I said very convinced the truth:

“I love you too” and fell asleep.

aw, it was good, I hope you won't be late with the next one! :D

Ooooh, that was So hot :D Lars is a right horny little devil, lol :biggrin

Thank you for the comments girls :) Here's a short part for you. I still have 3 more parts and I'm done with this one too :)


I woke up earlier than Dave that morning. I was so dizzy that I almost fell off the bed. I looked around for my clothes and after I found them I got dressed. I silently got out of the room and went to the kitchen. Of course Cliff was awake and smoking his morning joint. He looked up at me when I entered the room.

“Morning,” I said and noticed that I had a hoarse voice.

“Mornin’” Cliff said and continued looking at me. I tried to ignore him but when I took some cereals from a cupboard and put them on the table I couldn’t resist and said:

“What the fuck are you staring at? What the hell have I ever done to you?”. Cliff took a drag from his cigarette.

“Are you gonna tell him?” he said very calm.

I poured some milk on my cereals and then looked at him. Was he talking about what I think he was talking?

“Him…? About…?” I asked to be sure.

“You were lucky James was sleeping last night and he didn’t hear your desperate moans or else he would have killed Dave…and you” he said calm.

I barely swallowed the cereals that I’ve just put in my mouth. Was I that loud?

“I…”

“You’re disgusting. Do you know how much James cares about you? No, you don’t, you don’t fall asleep listening to his silly dreams. He says that you are the best thing that happened to him, that he would kill everyone in his way if someone would try to hurt you. He just wanted a very close friend with whom he could talk about everything. He doesn’t talk about everything with me, you know? When you were mad a t him …the other days, he almost burst into tears, fearing that you will never talk to him, because of what? Because he wanted a clean relationship with you and because he was afraid of the idea of doing it with a guy…” Cliff said louder and took another drag from his joint.

God, he was good at making me feel like the last piece of shit in the world. I couldn’t eat anymore. The thought of how selfish I’ve been was killing me.

“I…what can I do?” I asked desperate. Cliff raised his eyebrows and said:

“Like it or not, you have to tell him. You can’t –and I won’t let you- continue this lie.”

I bit my bottom lip. It wasn’t supposed to be this hard.

“I’ll tell him today, to get this over with.” I said and put my hands on my face.

I was busted, doomed and so dead…

Oh no, poor Lars :( He should tell James though, but I fear everything's about to go very wrong for the guys. If only James would like Cliff instead, then they could all be happy :D

that was an awesome part! I like it! poor James :(

Look who's here. Me :biggrin I thought that you wouldn't mind if I put my ass to work and drop you an update, since I'm not too busy.

This is the confruntation....and the showdown....the violent one....
And I'm not done. Still have some parts.




“James we need to talk now,” I said that afternoon, after hours of struggling within.

“Ok, “James said. I took his hand and leaded him to his room.

‘I think you should sit down,” I said showing him the bed. He raised his eyebrows confused. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked curious at me. I needed all the cold blood that I had to get this over with. I took a deep breath.

“James, we need…actually we must end this here and now,” I said from one breath.

James blinked. He frowned as the fresh information reached his brain.

‘W-why?” he mumbled very confused.

“Because…” I started, but the words got stuck in my throat. How could I just tell him like that?

“What have I done wrong Lars?” he asked, sadness filling his voice. I couldn’t look in his eyes.

“It’s not quite you…” I said.

“Then? Give me a reason,” he said. He was about to lose it. I put my hands on my face and said:

“I don’t feel anything for you anymore, and I…” but I stopped again, my brain refusing to give me the permission to say the rest of the sentence.

“You don’t? Just like that?” he said and I could see tears forming in his eyes.

“And, we can’t continue because I …I haven’t been ‘faithful’” I said a little colder.

“WHAT?” James cried and got up from the bed. Great, now he was intimidating me with his height. He made a few more steps closer to me. I gulped.

“What do you mean by unfaithful? ANSEWR ME!” he cried but couldn’t control a tear to fall on his cheek.

“I slept with Dave!” I cried too. “Just because you were a coward.”

He slapped me hard over the cheek. I closed my eyes and bit my bottom lip. I deserved that one.

“You know what you are? A SLUT! Get out of my sight!” he cried and turned his back at me. I wanted to say something but I turned and left the room. It wasn’t good at all. I went to the kitchen where I found Dave rolling a hash cigarette.

“Lars, are you ok?” he asked seeing me down. I shook my head. He came to me and put his arms around me. I held him very tight.

“I told him. It’s over,” I said after a while. Dave pat my back and then let go of me. We went in the living-room where Cliff was writing something in his notebook.

“What was James yelling about?” he asked me when I sat on the couch, Dave next to me.

‘I think you’re gonna find out the answer yourself,” I said.

After a few minutes I heard someone coming. It was James. He gave me a furious look before he took his leather jacket from a chair. He then left the room and the house, slamming the door behind him. He was going to get drunk for sure. I looked at Dave. He turned his head to me.

“It’s ok…” he whispered and kissed me on the forehead.

“Oh, knock it off!” Cliff said and left the room. I stayed in Dave’s arms for a hour or two, watching TV.

Then Hell came on Earth when James returned.

“Motherfuckers?” he cried drunkly. I looked up at Dave. Now I was really afraid. Dave stood still. James burst on the living-room door. He was drunk. He took his jacket off and raised his hands and prepared for a fight just like a boxer.

“Come on Dave, bring it on. We’ll see who the best around here is,” he said looking contemptuous at Dave, who got up from the couch. I pulled his hand.

“Dave, don’t. He’s drunk,” I said, but released himself from my grasp.

“Look James, I don’t know why we still need to fight. You have no chance with me.” he said like a wise-ass.
What the hell was he saying? I got up from the couch too.

“Bring it on,” Dave said.

“No!” I said getting between them.

“Lars…stay out of this or I’ll hurt you again.” James said.

“You dared to hurt him?” Dave said and pushed me away. He was furious now.

“Yeah I did, you f***ing idiot!” James said and pushed Dave. Dave pushed him back harder.

“Just who the hell do you think you are to come and take my friend like that?” James said.

“I’m Dave, the one who’s better than you!” Dave said with an annoying arrogance in his voice.

James punched him, I cried. Dave got back in his position and punched James harder, making him stumble on the floor.

“Dave, stop it now!” I said and came in front of him trying to stop him.

“Stay out of this,” Dave said. James got up from the floor and pushed me aside making me fall on the couch again. Then he jumped on Dave and started hitting him with fury.

“What the hell?” Cliff said rushing in the living-room. He went straight to James and put his arms around his waist and pulled him off of Dave, who punched him for the last time.

“Break it off,” Cliff said and pushed James out of the room. Now it was just me and Dave, who had a bleeding nose. He looked at me and I shook my head.

“Like that was really necessary,” I said.

He came next to me and put his arm around me.

“Someone had to put him back into his place,” he said and whipped the blood from his nose.

What a stupid answer. Now I was wondering if I made the right decision…

Finally!!! <_< :P
awesome chapter!!! poor James!
I can't wait for more!

Awwwwwww, poor guys. I felt sorry for James too. Oh, I hope there is a happy ending :)

So , the time has come for me to end this story. I want to thank everyone who read my story at the begining, those who even let a comment. I also want to thank those who encouraged me to continue :D It means a lot to me that there was constantly someone around here who read the sick result of my imagination. Thank you very much.
Here we go the last (finally!) part.

“Dear diary,

Waw, it’s been like ages right? I didn’t find the time to write anymore because I’ve been busy with the band. What can I say….so, what happened after I wrote last time….Of course there were more fights after that one; me and Dave are still together…
About Metallica, well…we made 10 songs. One of them is called ‘No Remorse’; James came up with the idea. :rolleyes:
We went to gigs and we made some fans, which is awesome, especially when you see people applauding and banging their heads on your music.

And what happens after the gigs isn’t bad either…:D.I mean, having sex with Dave in a toiled cabin isn’t too bad.
I can’t say that I’m still mad at James, and he seems to get over the moment too. HE talks to me more than he talks to Dave, actually, he hates Dave and so does Cliff. Well I must say that he’s been acting like a piece of shit lately but I’m not mad at him.

Oh damn it diary! This is the last page and the last line. I would like to say that writing here was a pleasure, because it helped me reflect about some things. This is wall, thank you.”

Lars looked up from his old notebook, before he closed it. He took a deep breath and all that he read just flashed before his eyes. The old days….

“Hey Lars!” James said bursting on the door. Lars quickly put the notebook behind him.” Hey, dud want to come and taste some of the rock’n’roll excesses? Booze, girls, drugs if you want…”

“Um…sure. Just a sec.” Lars said and waited for James to leave.

“What were you doing?” James asked seeing that Las hiding something behind his back.

“I was looking on an old thing, but I’m done.” Lars said and threw the notebook under the bed.

It was 1984, a year after Dave’s departure and Lars just found his old diary in a drawer. Thank God no one found it first. He got up from the bed that he was sitting on and went after James. Before he closed the door, he took a last look at the room that gave him so many bad and good memories.

THE END

Aww, poor llittle Lars, I really wanted for him to keep Dave, lol. Having him a toilet does sound kind of sexy though :biggrin That was a groovy story, thanks lots for finishing it :)