I stared out of the open window, the cool air blowing my long blonde hair back. My blue eyes glistened in the bright sunlight. I heard my dad call me , i slid off my bed and traipsed downstairs. He met me in the hall. There was a cheeky smile on his face and he was grinning from ear to ear. I shook my head.
"Now Kurt...You know brionny don't you?"
Well duh, i thought. She had been in metallica for a year now, as a second lead guitarist. She was an amazing player, i wished i could play like her.
"Yeah..." I started. Dad fumbled awkwardly with his rings.
"Well, your mother left a year ago...."
"Step-mother." I corrected him.
I hated it when he called francesca my mother, we all knew my mother was a groupie.
"Well me and brionny have been you-know...dating for a while..."
"Fucking hell! You never told me!"
"Language! but seriously, me and brionny have been dating and after much discussion i decided that she's gonna come live with us.!"
"GREAT! I mean...really?"
"Yep. She should be arriving any minute now!"
I stared at him in disbelief. Then i realised something...
"But dad, she's 24 and you're an old pensioner!"
"50 is not old! And besides i've had this rejuvination surgery haven't i?"
I shook my head. There was a knock at the door.
"That's her..." Mumbled dad. I could see he was nervous. He walked towards the door and opened it. There stood brionny, her very long brown hair floating elegantly in the breeze. She was wearing very tight jeans and a black nickelback top. She was carrying a suitcase.
Dad kissed her cheek and ran his fingers through her hair. I shook my head and laughed. She brought her suitcase inside and carried it upstairs to Dad's bedroom. I heard castor tut as she walked upstairs with dad. Castor still lived here, even though he was eighteen. Cali and marcella had moved out and were now living in a flat together. But castor had to stay here and bug me. I hated my half-brother, he was such a twat. I wished cali and 'cella were here to sort him out but they had left me here to rot. Maybe things would get better now Brionny was here.
"What a slut." He commented. I looked at him angrily. He rested his head against the doorframe and ran his hand through his short blonde hair.
"She isn't." I said briefly, "and how come dad told you before he told me?"
"Because you're an immature twat who he can't trust.
"am not!"
"am not!" He mimicked cruelly, "You're 14, he couldn't trust you to shut up about it to Lars!"
"Why the hell am i supposed to shut up about it to lars?"
"Because, if Lars finds out he'll kick them both out of Metallica! Remember what he said before? About there being no relationships allowed because it would split up the band when they broke up?"
"They're not gonna break up!"
"Dad and Mom did!"
I shook my head and walked into the kitchen. Castor always found a way of ruining things for me.

End Of Part 1
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Yay, you started up another one, can't wait to read more of it soon :biggrin

woo another fic already!!! YES YES YES!!!!! lol hmm nice start to this one i can't wait to see how this one is gunna pan out!!!!

Yay, a new fic :D ..Great start!

Thanx galzzz!

Part 2

I opened my eyes slowly to see a figure looming over me. I brushed my hair out of my eyes and looked up to see Brionny standing by my bed. I looked at the time, 10 o' clock.
"Its a bit early isn't it?" I groaned.
"Ten? That's fucking late...oops, i'm not supposed to swear infront of kids am i?" She giggled.
"I'm not a kid. I'm fourteen!" I sat up and looked into her deep brown eyes, "What's with the wake up?" I asked.
"James and Castor have gone out somewhere, some university meeting or something...anyway, James told me to make you breakfast because you're incapable of making it yourself! Is that true?"
"I can't cook...."
"All you have to do is pour some cereal into a bowl, is that so hard?"
"I've never made my own meals before..Dad always does it!"
"Lazy sod!" She giggled, "It's about time you started, now hurry up make breakfast and get ready!"
"For what?"
"I'm taking you shopping! James said you needed some clothes and he doesn't know what to buy you...typical..I'm sure you can do your own shopping...."
"Dad just can't be arsed to take me out..."
She giggled and hit me with my own pillow. Then she pulled back the sheets and i made a hasty attempt to pull them back up.
"I'm not wearing any Pajamas!"
"Then get up! Or i will pull back the sheets!"
She tiptoed out of the room and i hurriedly put on some pants and went downstairs. I made myself some cereal and toast but failed to make any capuccino because i didn't know how. Brionny came in and laughed as i fumbled around with the kettle, trying to find the switch.
She sneaked up behind me and slapped my head.
"Wotcha' do that for?" I moaned.
"Felt like it!" She said smart-arsedly. Then she flicked the switch on the kettle and it started to boil. She made my cappucino for me and then rushed upstairs to do her make-up.
We left the house at 11 in her black truck. Even the windows were black so no-one could see in. We talked for ages on the journey there and i began to like her. We arrived at the shops and she rushed me into the nearest designer shop and giggled at the price tags on every item.
"God, its fucking expensive in here!" She whispered in my ear. I tried not to giggle as a posh woman walked past us and commented to her husband about ruffians being allowed in the shop. I found some clothes i liked which Brionny willingly paid for(with dad's money) and we got out of there as soon as possible.
"Where next?" i asked. She tapped her nose and dragged me into another clothes shop. We looked around for ages, i tried on some sunglasses and we larked around a bit,but nothing seemed to fit me that i liked. Then she dragged me into a swimwear shop.
"What do i need in here?"
"Some swimming trunks, duh!"
"Why?"
She shook her head and we looked through the shop quickly.
"minging, minging, minging...oh these are nice!" She said, pointing out the tightest pair of swimming trunks in the shop.
"Dad won't let me wear those!"
"Why? They're fashionable! Loads of guys wear these..."
"Dad says they're poofy..."
"Screw your dad, do you like them or not?"
"Yeah, i like them..."
"Then, why not buy them?
I shook my head and laughed, she didn't get it. I looked at her for a second and saw she wasn't going to back down on this.
"Okay, i'll take them." I said eventually.
After that we had lunch in a posh cafe, we ate fine food and talked for about an hour. I learnt a lot about her and she learnt a lot about me. I told her about castor and she told me she thought he was a twat aswell!
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After lunch we got in the car and drove to the beach. She said she was gonna show me something cool. I was interested to see what her definition of 'cool' was. We parked in the car park and she told me to get undressed while she went outside.
"WHAT?" I demanded.
"Put your new swimming trunks on! We're going surfing!"
I smiled gratefully, i'd never been surfing. I'd always nagged kirk, but dad wouldn't let me go. I wondered if she'd actually told dad where we were going. I put my trunks on and got outside. I saw that she'd already undressed. She had been wearing some bathers underneath her clothes. She got her surfboard off the roof (i'd always thought it was there for decoration!) and we ran down to the shore.
"Wait! I don't know how to surf!" I said alarmed.
"Just stay balanced on the board and hold onto my waist!"
I shuddered, that was gonna be awkward for me.
We ran into the sea together and when she yelled 'get on' i would scramble onto the board after her and grab onto her waist. The first time i went red and nearly fell off the board, but i slowly got used to it and managed to stay on as she steered across the waves. We fell off several times and ended up being washed ashore with me ontop of her. We laughed our heads off. I'd never had so much fun in my life. But soon it started getting cold and we had to retire. She dried herself quickly and put her clothes on. She urged me to do the same.
"We have to be home by six okay? James will be back at seven, if he asks it took ages choosing clothes okay?"
"Okay...but why'd you bring me here anyway?"
"You needed some exercise other than going to that boring gym every week....and i needed someone to come with me...i hate surfing alone!"
She started the car and we drove home. We didn't say much 'till the end of the journey when she asked me how did i get my six pack.
"I work out, don't i?"
"Suppose..but i work out! How come i still can't get rid of my tripe!"
"heh, what tripe?"
She lauhged and stroked her belly with her spare hand. We arrived home at 10 to 6. She hurriedly washed and dried our bathers before dad came home. Then we played chess for a while until i got bored of losing. We were sat watching T.V when dad came back.
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"Hey baby..." He mumbled. He was obviously tired from all the driving he'd done. Brionny tapped the seat and he sat down next to her. His head resting on her shoulder. He closed his eyes and ran his hand down her leg. Castor walked in and looked at them in dissaproval. Brionny saw my look of disgust at his entry and winked at me. I smiled at her, it was nice to have someone to confide in.
Castor came and sat down next to me. He put his mouth to my ear and whispered "How's your day been with the slut then?"
"She's not a slut! She's realy nice, better than that bitch fran..."
"Don't you all my mother a bitch!" He whispered angriy.
"Well she is..."
"At least my mother wasn't a stupid prozzy!"
"Groupie actually..."
"Wrong again! Dad told me the real truth of your birth!"
"Stop talking shit!"
"Your mother was a prozzy!" He whispered, giggling, "I ain't lying. Go talk to dad! He'll tell you!"
I got up and marched to my room i sat on my bed, put my head in my hands and started crying.

End Of Part 2
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poor kurt, castor is so harsh!!! well nice update more soon please!!!!

thanx claire!

Part 3

I heard footsteps coming up the stairs, please don't be castor! I tucked my head into my pillow and sobbed pathetically. The door slowly creaked open.
"Kurt?" Said a soft female voice. I rolled onto my side, Brionny was standing there, looking concerned. I wiped my eyes and sat up. She sat down on the bed next to me and smiled gently.
"Castor being a twat again?" She said softly. I nodded.
"He..He told me my mother was..."
"What?"
"A prozzy. And castor never lies, he told me to ask dad...and i know what he'll say. I asked him before and he told me she was his girlfriend, then he said she was a groupie...he's never wanted to admit it to me. My mother was a fucking prozzy!"
I wiped the tears from my eyes and looked down.
"So what." Brionny said. I looked at her, shocked.
"What do you mean..."
"I mean, so what if she was a prozzy? That doesn't affect you! Prozzys are pretty brave people y'know. Castor's just being an insensitive berk again...Don't worry about him!"
"He called you a slut the other day..."
"Why doesn't that surprise me?"
I giggled then started to sniff.
"I feel like such a pussy. I hate crying infront of people..."
Tears started running down my face. She rubbed my back to soothe me and a felt a strange tingle running down my spine. I think she felt something too because she pulled her arm away from me.
"Thanks Brionny." I said gratefully.
"No probs.." She murmered, "You know, i bet James is wondering where i've gone, this house is so big! I better go downstairs and find him. Do you want me to tell him about castor?"
"No...I've told him before. He doesn't believe me!"
"Then I'll make him..."
"No. Just leave it, for my sake's..."
"Okay, but if you ever need to talk to someone..."
"I'll know where to go." I smiled at her, she smiled back and went downstairs to find dad. I still couldn't shake this weird tingly feeling running through me. I decided to sleep it off. I got into bed and closed my eyes.
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I woke at midnight, feeling thirsty. I went downstairs to get a drink to find someone already there. Brionny was sitting in the kitchen sipping on a glass of water. She saw me and smiled.
"I hate water." She moaned.
"Why are you drinking it then?"
"I'm very thirsty!"
"Why?" I enquired. She laughed at the expression on my face.
"Coz I've been bonking your father all night!" She said sarcastically. I smiled and giggled. I grabbed some of the bottled water from the fridge and drank loads in one mouthful.
"Tap water not good enough for his majesty then?" Brionny giggled.
I smiled at her, she tilted her head to one side and looked at me strangely.
"You know, you look exactly like your father when he was your age..."
"Really? Is that a good thing?"
She smiled and laughed softly, a shiver ran down my spine.
"Are you cold?" She asked, I shook my head.
"I'm bored though!"
"Anything on T.V?"
"Nope."
"I know!" She said optomistically, "Lets watch a movie!"
I nodded and we both walked into the living room. She turned on the T.V and began looking through the piles of D.V.D's in the cupboard. She found what she was looking for and hid it behind her back. She strolled up to me and smiled. "Guess what we're watching?" She said, i shrugged my shoulders. She slowly pulled out the D.V.D case from behind her back. The big red writing on the front read 'The exorcist."
"We can't watch that!" I moaned.
"Why?" She said giggling, "I've never seen it before! I wanna see it!"
"No, we're not allowed!"
"YOU'RE not allowed. I am!" She said, rather childishly.
"I can't watch it!"
"awww, but i need someone to keep me company, or else i might get too scared!" She said sarcastically, "Trust me, if you don't like it I'll turn it off!" I nodded, there was no saying no to her.
She popped the D.V.D in and pressed 'play'. The film started. After the first 10 minutes we were quite enjoying it. it wasn't so scary after all! The crappy sound effects and sickening occurances were actually quite funny. But after an hour, i was starting to get scared. Brionny sensed something was wrong and asked me if i would like to watch something else, but i lied and said no. Half an hour later and i was terrified. Then something gory popped up on the screen suddenly and i shrieked. When it had gone, i found myself clutching onto Brionny's arm tightly.
"Sorry.." I mumbled.
"Wanna watch something else?" She said as she stopped the D.V.D and put it back in its case. As she was putting it back in the cupboard i noticed the time, 1.30am. I had school tommorow.
"I've got school tommorow Brionny..." I started, dreading going upstairs.
"Oh, yeah. You'd better go to bed. James wouldn't be happy if he knew i was keeping you up late watching scary movie's!"
I went to walk upstairs, when a cold feeling came over me. The shadows in the hall were playing tricks on me. I felt like a monster was gonna jump out at me at any moment. 'Stop being childish.' I thought to myself. Then as if she had read my mind, Brionny followed me upstairs to my room to say goodnight. She sat on the bed next to me as i lay down.
"I used to have anxiety when i was younger. I kept thinking there were monsters upstairs, i was 11. Old enough not to believe in all that crap anymore, but even when i got over my childish fears, things used to freak me out a little, like scary movies. They don't anymore and i almost forgot how old you were when i put that disk in. Sorry if it scared you a little...."
I smiled gratefully.
"It's my fault if I'm scared...should have told ya when it started getting scary."
She shook her head. "I still think it was my fault." She mumbled. Then she ran her hand along my pillow and touched my cheek, the tingly feeling came back. I suddenly became very aware of what she was doing.
"I had fun with you today kurt..." She started.
"Me too..." I said, smiling. She walked out of the room.
"Goodnight." She said as she closed the door.
"Night" I mumbled.
The door slammed shut, it became very dark in my bedroom. I shook my head and closed my eyes. I fell asleep very quickly, it was a light sleep with many dreams. The last of which i remember being very frightening.
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I woke up. Sweat was pouring down my chest, i was sat bolt upright. I tried to forget the terrifying dream i just had. I looked at the time, 5am. Three hours until i had to get up. I couldn't go back to sleep now.
I marched into Dad's bedroom, Brionny was sleeping peacefully and dad was no-where to be found.
"Where's Dad?"I whispered. Brionny woke up immediately, i doubted that she had been asleep becasue she was a heavy sleeper.
"He's had to go see Lars. You know what Lars is like, he's fucking nocturnal! He needed to discuss some important buisness details with james. Why did you want him anyway?"
"I had a bad dream...not just any crappy nightmare, cos i'm not easily scared. It was seriously freaky...."
"and you needed a cuddle from your da-da?" She sniggered.
"Yes, and...?" i said sarcastically. Then, without thinking i got into the bed beside her.
She looked so peacefull, her eyelids were heavy and she was struggling to keep her eyes open and her long brown hair was lying across the pillow and stretching across the sheets. We talked for half an hour, whilst absent-mindedy playing with her hair. It felt so soft, i was falling into a trance. I slowly edged towards her, not knowing what to do next. I could tell she had at least an inkling of what i was up to. Then suddenly i felt a cold hand touch my waist. She smiled at me playfully. I knew that she was only messing with me, but i didn't care. I slowly stroked her cheek and ran my finger down to her lips. I smiled at her lusfully. She pulled away.
"Woah! Kurt, what are you tryin to do?"
I smiled playfully and put my mouth to her ear.
"nothing." I whispered. She backed off from me and sat up. She sighed deeply and looked into my eyes. I raised my eyebrows innocently and laughed.
"Go back to bed kurt..." She started, but i was already asleep. She shook her head and lay down next to me.
"If only you understood what you've just done..." I heard her say before falling into a deep dreamless sleep.

End Of Part 3
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Holy shit! what the fuck was kurt thinking? silly boy there are going to be serious repercussions for that one!!!

Two updates, yay, first one was great, second one was awesome, don't know what Kurt was thinking though. I can't wait to read the next update!

Part 4

I woke up at eight to find Brionny lying next to me. I sighed and closed my eyes, i wished Dad wasn't coming back home and that i didn't have school, so i could lay here next to her all morning. But that wasn't about to happen.
I got up, made my own breakfast, got dressed and walked to school. The tingly feeling was still there when i reached the gates. I walked into the yard to find Lee standing there, arsing around pretending to be gay with queer. Lee and Queer were my two best friends, although i had loads of other friends. Lee hammett was Kirk's son and he was the same age as me. Queer was a year older than us and we called him queer because everyone thought he was gay. His real name was johnny and he was a laugh. The three of us would all go around pretending to be gay to wind everyone up. It didn't bother kirk, but my dad HATED it. He'd always thought i was gay anyway due to my lack of girlfriends.
I walked up to lee and slapped his butt. He made a funny orgasm noise and queer laughed.
"Morning sexy kurt hetfield!" He said joyously.
"You're looking happy..." Said Lee. I raised my eyebrows and tapped my nose. Queer shook his head.
"Spill it!"
"I'm sorry my young queer but that information is confidential!"
Lee shook his head and the bell rang.
"What's first?" I asked him, after queer had rushed off to lessons.
"French." He moaned
"Fancy skipping French this moring?"
He nodded his head and we rushed off into the trees to the left of the school. We eventually found our hideout in the centre of a hollow oak-tree and slid inside through a secret tunnel. Lee sat down on a small piece of wood we used as a bench and started reading a newspaper. I laughed at him childishly and snatched it from him, i flicked to the page he was reading and gasped. In the corner of the page was a small red box with black writing. It read:

Ammatures night at the ritz strip club in S.F. underage performers allowed. Must have an accompanying adult! Police will be notified of underage performers performing without adult supervision. Partial stripping only for underage performers! POLICE WILL BE INFORMED OF ILLEGAL STRIPPING! Only adult supervisers may watch. Other members of the public, other than hired photographers will be banned from entering during the show

"That's crazy! How is that even legal?" I asked him.
"I don't care! But it's the chance we've been waiting for! There's gonna be photographers there and everything!"
"But we need adult supervision...."
"Bollucks."
"Just a sec. I think i know someone."
I grabbed Lee's hand and ran with him down the street to my house. I knew dad would be asleep in his bedroom after a night spent talking about crap with Lars. I ran ino the kitchen to find Brionny standing there drinking coffee.
"Kurt...?"
"Brionny please, i need you to help us out!"
"How?"
"You know we wanna be male pole dancers when we're older..."
"yes."
"Well there's an ammature's night at the ritz for underage strippers etc. But we need adult supervision...."
"No kurt, go ask your dad!"
"He'll say no...He doesn't get it. He thinks I'm gay!"
"Then no is your answer! You can't go!"
"Brionny, you KNOW how much this means to me....please, I'll owe you one! I'll do anything, just come with us! We've got the routine, clothes everything!"
"And how much are you taking off?"
"Just our shirts...please? There's really tight security...it's all legal. No peedofiles...please?"
"no. you're too young to be thinking about that. Go to school, get a proper education! Your dad won't be very happy if you threw away all your chances of getting a tidy job just so you could dance around a stripper pole for a load of sleezy faggies, some gays and a couple of peedofiles!"
Lee looked at me, downhearted.
"She's right...." He mumbled, "Let's go."
I shook my head.
"Let me talk to her for a second, Go outside and wait." I whispered.
He marched outside and i remained in the kitchen.
"Are you doing this because of last night?" I asked. She shook her head. I walked up behind her and put my hands on her hips. I knew she liked it but she batted my hands away.
"You're fourteen..." She mumbled, " And you should be at school, not taking time off to nag me about going to a strip club."
I sighed deeply, "Hae you been talking to Dad?"
"No. He's barely talked to me all morning. He's still nakered from last night. Lars kept him up for ages discussing all these crappy buisness deals with electra that he didn't understand."
She put her head in her hands and sobbed.
"What's the matter?" I said, rubbing her shoulder.
"Kurt. You don't understand what you did to me last night. It's wrong."
"What's wrong?"
"What's going through my head right now. I think i'm a fucking peedo...."
I put my arm around her shoulders and she pushed me away.
"You're not a peedo. I'm not a kid."
"Yes. Yes you are."
"Then so are you, you're 24, Dad's 50. There's a bigger age gap between you and him than me and you..."
"You dont get it."
I sighed deeply and touched her cheek with my finger. I ran it down to her lips then brought it back. She didn't do anything for a moment until she moved forward on her chair towards me. I smiled and pursed my lips whilst putting my hand on her knee. She shuddered.
"This is wrong." She said before kissing me passionately on the lips.

End Of Part 4
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Holy fucking cow!!!! that is so focking wrong!!!! he's only 14 she's 24 big difference there christ James is gunna beat kurt into submission!!!! blimey!!!!

As long as it doesn’t go any further she wont go to jail for statutory (I think thats how it's spelled) rape (that is only if they get caught). But it's still wrong. James is going to be pissed if he finds out

erm...okay!

Part 5

I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Brionny pulled away.
"Go!" She whispered hurriedly.
I ran to the door, i stood in the doorway and winked at her before running outside. Lee was standing there.
"Well...." He said.
"No. She won't give in on this, i'm afraid we can't go."
"Shit."
I nodded my head and grabbed his arm, i led him out of the garden and back onto the pavement. We took our time getting back to school and arrived in the middle of double maths, great.

When the bell finally rang, signalling the end of school me and lee rushed outside to find a big black truck waiting for us outside. The window rolled down and Brionny smiled at me from inside the car.
"I have to take Lee home, Kirk is busy so he can't pick you up!"
Me and Lee got in the car. Lee sat in the front and i sat behind Brionny and played wiht her hair when Lee wasn't looking. When we finally dropped Lee off, i climbed into the front next to her and stared at her for ages until she demanded to know what i was looking at.
"You look beautiful today, are you wearing foundation?"
"No. And why do you give a shit what i look like anyway?"
I shook my head. "This isn't the way home!"
"We're not going home."
"Where are we going then?"
"Somewhere quiet, so i can think."
I had no idea what she meant by that so i said nothing. Within mintes we arrived at a secluded bay on the west side of town. She got out of the car and walked down some steps into a small cove which then lead into a cave in the rock. I followed her and said nothing. She sat on a rock and looked out at the sea, i saw how stressed she looked and felt the guilt rise inside me.
"Brionny, I'm sorry..."
She shook her head and lay down on the sand next to me. I stroekd her shoulder and she smiled gently before closing her eyes. The wind blew through the cave caressing her bare arms. She bit her lip and opened her eyes. I smiled softly at her.
"Are you alright, I'm sorry for being such a twat this morning...I didn't mean to hurt you."
"Kurt, do you know what would happen if someone found out about this?"
"I'd be in trouble?"
"Serious trouble, and so would i. The law states i can't touch you 'till you're sixteen. And that's over a year away."
"I can wait..."
"No. We can't be together. Metallica are touring soon and it's gonna be hard enough keeping me and james a secret, let alone me and you. I love James. And that's saying something 'coz most of the time i don't give a shit about my boyfriends. I'm not gonna give him up that easily. Understand this. This morning didn't happen, and that's an end to it." She said strongly.
I nodded my head and turned away.
"I'm sorry i messed with you Kurt."
"You didn't..." Was all i could say.
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A month later and Metallica were on tour. Me, Lee and layne came along and castor had to stay at university. The rest of Metallica knew nothing about James and Brionny, and it was going to stay that way. Sometimes i even felt tempted to tell Lars about them, but i loved Brionny, i couldn't hurt her. Especially after seeing her perform live for the first time.
It was amazing. She was faster than herman li on guitar and had a great voice (she shared vocals with dad). Halfway through the concert she had a soloing competition with kirk and won! She was one hell of a guitarist! I was totally blown away. She looked so happy on stage, and she was happy all the time on tour. Larking around, moshing and feaking out on the tour bus!
It was a Friday evening and everyone had been out leaving me and Lee alone in the tour bus. I was sitting on the seat staring at the ceiling, wondering what Brionny was doing without me when a key turned in the door. Brionny walked in, totally pissed with dad trying to keep her upright. I laughed, i'd never seen her drunk before. She rarely ever drank more than one can of cider a week! She giggled histerically and nearly fell over. James sat her down next to me.
"Where are the others?" I asked.
"Knowing dad he's pissed by now!" Said Lee.
"They're twice as pissed as Brionny and refusing to come home until 3am. I'd better go to bed...All that partying is fucking nackering! Come on Bri..."
He lifted her up and took her into his bedroom. We heard loads of histeric giggling, than it all went quiet. Lee raised his eyebrows.
"I wonder what they're doing..." He said sarcastically.
"I hope Lars doesn't come back soon." I murmered. I closed my eyes and prayed that they weren't having sex.

End Of Part 5
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That was a great update, hope to read more of it soon

Part 6

I sat in my hotel room with Lee. His long wet brown/black hair draped across my chest. We were both shirtless and he was resting his head on my shoulder. I heard him yawn and he burrowed his head into my long blonde hair and sighed peacefully. I smiled.
"Lee, you'd better put your PJ's on. If my dad walked in on us now, you know what he'd think."
"That we're queeeeeer?"
I giggled and preteded to kiss his forehead.
"Yep."
Lee got up and walked to the T.V, he bent over infront of me and turned it on. I laughed childishly, it reminded me of Brionny bending over infront of me when we watched the exorcist. I missed her so much. She did talk to me, but not like she used to. She was afraid of accidentaly coming onto me. I sighed and lay back on the single bed that i had to share with lee because the stupid hotel people got it wrong. All to the displeasure of my dad. Everytime i shared a room with Lee i'd make stupid orgasm noises to wind dad up. Lee enjoyed it, maybe a little too much and maybe so did i. But we were just boys, it was all a bit of innocent fun, or was it?
That night we stayed awake watching sky tv. When i finally looked at the clock it was midnight.
"Lee, it's getting late, you know what dad's like when i stay up late...."
"Kurt, not now! I've got something really cool for us to do..."
"Which is...?"
He reached under the bed and brought out two cans of strongbow cider, i licked my lips and laughed.
"BED TIME BOYS!" Said a loud voice from the hall. We knocked off the light and climbed into bed together. I opened my can and began sipping at the cider gratefully. I was careful not to spill any, Lee lay next to me gulping down his. By the time we had finnished we were both slightly drunk and laughing our heads off at the slightest thing. We then lay in bed together chatting for about an hour before i started to yawn.
"Tired baby?" Giggled Lee. I shook my head and threw my can in the bin. "Shit, where's mine?" said Lee as he reached under the covers looking for the can he had dropped in the bed. I felt his hand go inbetween my legs and i giggled.
"The can didn't go down there did it?" I giggled.
"Yes, but i am!" Lee said as he crawled under the sheets. I laughed as i heard him make funny slurping noises from under the covers.
I heard dad yell from the other room and Lee quickly re-appeared by my side, laughing his head off. The door swung open and dad was standing there, fuming. I hugged Lee's shoulders. Dad saw the can in the bin and shook his head. He walked out of the room and slammed the door, Lee wolf whistled and i closed my eyes whilst giggling.
The last thing i heard was Dad saying something to Brionny in the other room.
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I slowly opened my eyes to feel hot breath on my neck. Lee was asleep, i spun around to find Brionny standing there, her hands were shaking. I smiled gently and looked at the time, 3 o' clock. She returned the smile and got into the bed next to me. I felt a shudder run down my spine, i was nervous of what she was gonna do. After a minute she placed her hand on my shoulder and hoisted her neck on to it. Her hand slowly slipped down my back. I turned to face her and she smiled gently.
"Why did you come here?" I whispered. She bit her lip and stared at the ceiling.
"I-I don't know. I missed you, i guess. We don't really talk as much as we used to."
"I missed you to..." I mumbled and rested my head against her chest, "Why didn't you come here before, when i was alone?"
"James was pissed off tonight so he wasn't really in the mood for..what we usually do..."
I shuddered, "I really don't want to think about that."
She giggled and ran her fingers through my hair. "I know, it's kinda sick...but i gotta tell someone...i know you're young. But you're like my best friend at the moment. I need to tell you something."
"Such as...?"
"Something important. VERY important."
I sighed and ran my hand across her stomach. She moaned slightly and removed my hand.
"Kurt, it's serious..."
"So's what i'm feeling right now...." I ran my hand further down her nightie. She batted it away. "Sorry." I mumbled.
"Kurt. James wants me to have a baby." She said suddely. I jumped a mile.
"What? You hate kids!"
"I know. I really care about him, but it's something he really wants...I'm really pissed off at him right now. He's started treating me like shit. He keeps looking at all baby catologues...and it's freaking me out. He's pissed off at me because i won't have sex with him and..it's just all fallign apart. He's acting all immature. He's already got four fucking kids, why the hell does he want any more?"
"He sounds like he hasn't even thought about what you want..."
"He hasn't. He's being a fucking prick. We've been going out for what..6 months? We're not even married yet. He's going nuts."
I ran my hand along her nightie, this time she didn't stop me. I kissed her lips softly, when we broke away she was smiling.
"I'll look after you bri, dad's just having a funny five..I'm sure it'll blow over."
She smiled gratefully. I ran my hand up and down her legs, she seemed to enjoy it at first but then Lee groaned in his sleep and she batted my hand away.
"Thanks kurt." she said finally and walked slowly out of the room, leaving me to my thoughts. I heard the door close behind her and wondered how bad dad was getting.

End Of Part 6
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Part 7

"Happy birthday to you,Happy birthday to you,Happy birthday dear kurt ,Happy birthday to you!"

I giggled and blew out the candles, it was finally my 15th birthday. I was so excited, Brionny had told me she had a special present for me because over the past month she had ben confiding in me about dad. He seemed to have gotten better, but i could tell that he still wanted a baby.
After hours of mad celebration in the tour bus i finally returned to my hotel room, covered from head to foot in whipped cream. I washed my hands and face and slowly peeled away the wrapping paper on Brionny's present. It was blue with glitter and weird shaped writing saying Happy birthday. She had given it to me in secret because dad said she didn't have to buy me a present, just a card. He'd given me the real presents. The most expensive clothes (chosen by brionny), a mobile phone, a playstation 5 and loads more.
I dropped the wrapping paper to the floor and found myself holding a little black box. There was a note attached, it read:

Don't tell your father, i hope you like this.

I slowly opened the box to find a silver pendant on a black rope. It was a wolf's head, just like dad's. I turned it around to find the words 'sexy beast' inscribed on the back. I smiled broadly, i'd always wanted one of these pendants. I looped it around my neck and caressed the pendant face. I undressed and shoved all my creamy clothes in a pile, i heard the door knob turn.
"I'm changing!" I yelled, but it was too late. The door was open wide, brionny was standing there. I raised my eyebrows, glad that i was wearing my calvin kleins.
"You like the pendant?" She said.
"Yeah, it's great. thank you so much...."
She smiled and walked in, closing the door behind her.
"Where's dad?"
"Sleeping."
"oh, what has he done this time?"
"Nothing."
She walked towards me, i could feel my knees buckling under my weight.
"When do we have to get up tommorow?"
"9." She said briefly and out her hand on my hip. I shiver ran down my spine.
"Brionny..." I said, almost pleading.
"What? You think i'd go THAT far with a 15 year old? I'm not a peedo...i can wait till next year..."
I smiled and kissed her lips passionately. She ran her hands up my back. I pulled away.
"You sure you wanna wait?" I said seductively.
"Very. You forget, i still love James...I can't..."
I kissed her lips as forcefully as i could and pushed her down onto the bed. I crawled ontop of her and laughed.
"You still sure?"
"yep."
I sighed deeply and kissed her again. She played with my pendant and bit my lip hard.
"ow!" I said. She cackled and ran her fingers through my hair. She then started to run her index finger along my chest.
"Come on kurt, that was a soft one!"
"Really, no wonder dad's lips bleed so much...."
She laughed loudly and i put my hand over her mouth. I could feel her squirm underneath me. She bit my finger.
"ouch...bitch!" I said, laughing quietly. She smiled and kissed my cheek, then my mouth. I lowered myself ontop of her. I felt her whole body shake with excitement. She bit my bottom lip hard and sighed.
She pushed me off her and looked at the door. She sat up and got off the bed. I turned around and looked at her, there were tears in her eyes.
"James....I'm sorry...I never meant...."
I looked up, dad was standing in the doorway, his fists clenched.
"DAD!" I cried, petrified of what he was gonna do to me.
He slowly walked towards me, tears in his eyes. Now i was fucked.

Part 7

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Part 8

Dad walked over to me, i fell to the floor in terror. He raised his fist and i closed my eyes and gritted my teeth, ready for the blow. But it never came. I opened my left eye to find brionny standing infront of me. Dad dropped his arm and started into her eyes.
"I thought you were drunk when you told me about this..." He mumbled.
"You damn-well know i wasn't."
"Brionny...he's fifteen..why?"
"I don't know. My head's all messed up, i ain't thinking straight."
"He's just a kid, that's like peadophilia."
"I wasn't going to go THAT far with him. I'd never do that! Why do you think i'd do that?"
"I deserve it..."
"What?"
He turned away and looked out of the window. I stood up and got into bed. I was shivering like crazy. Dad glared at me angrily.
"You took advantage of her you bastard!" Screamed dad.
"No dad! I swear i didn't..."
"SHUT UP! BOTH OF YOU!" Cried Brionny.
We said nothing. I hugged myself tightly and looked dad in the eye. Brionny took his hand and rubbed his fingers softly.
"Lets go to your room and we can talk this over...."
He nodded, she took his hand and they walked out, leaving me to my thoughts. After 5 minutes i could hear yelling from the kitchen, it wasn't dad or brionny. I got up and walked into the kitchen, Lars was standing there, red as a tomato yelling his head off. Kirk was sitting next to brionny by the table, holding her hand and dad was standing infront of lars looking scared.
"What's going on?" I asked.
"Kurt, this isn't a good time...." Brionny started but lars was already infront of me.
"YOU STUPID LITTLE TWAT! YOU FUCKING FREAK, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY GUITARIST!" Lars yelled at me.
"Don't you talk to my son like that!" Dad warned. Lars said nothing and walked up to dad, his red danish nose was pressed right up to dad's. Dad didn't flinch. Brionny clenched her fists and kirk tried to calm her but it didn't work. She got up and walked up to lars. She pushed him away from James and stood infront of him.
"Don't you dare go shouting the odd's when you can't even comprehend what's been going on here. Shut the fuck up and get your danish arse back into bed."
Lars did as he was told, he didn't want to mess with brionny. When Lars left dad hugged Brionny tightly. He kissed her cheek, then her lips and mved his hands down to her waist.
"I'm sorry Brionny...Sorry i treated you like shit....sorry lars yelled at you like that...."
"James, i don't care about lars. I care about you..."
She kissed his lips slowly then rested her head against his shoulder. I stood there, awestruck.
"Go back to bed kurt. Lars won't yell at you again, i promise. But the best thing you can do now is go to bed." She said softly.
"Fuck you then. Fucking bitch, i thought you cared about me!" I yelled.
Dad let go of her and walked up to me.
"Kurt. You're a kid, you still do't understand that. You're a kid, you're too young to be involved in this. You keep away from Brionny from now on, because she desn't know what she's doing. And don't you dare speak to her like that again. Goodnight." He said finally. I did as i was told, i went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
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When i woke up, Lee was lying next to me. He had his arms around me and his head was resting on my shoulder. He opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"Kurt, i heard you crying last night. I thought you might need some company."
I turned around and smiled back.
"I just wanna talk to Brionny....Dad won't let me go near her. I need to see if she's okay..."
He put his finger to my mouth and make a 'ssshhh' noise. If we didn't always pretend to be gay, i would have thought he was queer. He ran his fingers through my hair gently.
"Now, now little queer. We can sneak in to see her later, first we have to have a little bonk."
He snuggled up to me and made orgasm noises. I laughed and threw him off me, he rolled onto the floor and giggled madly. I piled ontop of him and nearly broke his rib. We laughed for ages until there was a knock at the door. We sat up, Kirk was standing there stroking his kinky moustache.
"Boys, stop making such a racket! James is trying to sleep."
"Fuck james." I said. Kirk shook his head.
"I know your dad was a bit aggressive to you yesterday but you have to understand. Him and brionny are a couple. They have been for 3/4 of a year now. He cares about her well-being..."
"So do i! I really want to talk to her, but he's not gonna let me near her, is he?"
"Kurt. Please. If you really care about her, you'd leave her alone. She's happy with jam.."
"NO!" I interupted, "No, she isn't. She wants to be with me, but she's afraid of being a peedo. You wait until i'm 16 kirk, then we'll see!"
"Brionny loves James...." He muttred, downhearted. I could read his expression easily. So could Lee.
"Dad? Do you fancy Brionny?" He asked suddenly.
"NO!" Kirk lied. I shook my head.
"Kirk, i know you do...She's always saying that you keep talking to her all the time and following her around. She can tell kirk."
"Kurt...It's nothing. She's with James. We've just got to get over it, that's all."
"I'd rather her be with you than with dad. I know she can't go out with me. I just want to talk to her. Distract dad for half an hour, that's all i ask. Start a long conversation, practice a guitar solo. Anything. I just wanna talk to her." I pleaded. He nodded his head.
"I'm only doing it because i know she cares about you..."
"That's good enough for me." I said happily. Lee looked at me awkwardly then spoke.
"My dad with brionny? That would be weird..."
"They're both lead guitarists." I said, wiping the tear off my cheek.

End Of Part 8.
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Yes it is exciting, a bit disurbing , but still never the less exciting. I hope you post more soon. It was a great update

Disturbing? huh?

Part 9

Later that day, i heard kirk chatting to james about a guitar solo. I snuck up behind james and kirk nodded his head lightly. This was my chance. I stormed into Brionny's dressing room to find her sitting quietly, reading a book. She looked up at me blankly and nodded her head.
"I thought you'd come here..." She murmered.
"Brionny, i just came to say how sorry i am for all that i said last night. I didn't mean to hurt you. I never...."
"I know kurt. I know. But, i just can't do this anymore."
"Do what?"
"Be with James. He treats me like a baby. He treats me like shit! I can't love him, he drives me insane. I'd have never made a move on you yesterday if i wasn't so pissed about James. I'm sorry...."
"It's okay. You're unhappy. I know something that could make you feel better."
"Kurt." She warned.
"More like someone...."
"Who? Kurt, i'd rather be single. I've had enough...."
"But i know who would make you happy."
"Other than you." She said blankly.
I sat down next to her and took her hand. I rubbed it softly and she sighed deeply.
"I know who fancies you." I said, teasing her.
"Kirk." She said briefly then got up and faced the wall.
"I think you'll be happy together...."
"Why do you care?"
"I can't make you happy bri, i'm too young. Kirk actually gives a shit about you, y'know. Maybe you should try it out? I'd rather see you with him than with dad." I said truthfully.
She turned around and looked me in the eye.
"I like kirk, but James...."
I shook my head and took her hand, i could feel a shiver run down her spine. She loved it when i held her hand. I stopped thinking about kirk and stood up to face her. I licked my lips lustfully and came up close to her face.
"Kurt, stop. Remember what you came here for..."
"You." I said sharply.
I pressed my hips against hers, she smiled and shook her head.
"Weak little boy." She said, then pushed me away.
"Please..." I begged.
"What happened to kirk? Why did you convieniently forget why you came here?" She said, laughing.
"Brionny...please..." I couldn't help it., i was weak. I took her hand and placed it on the rim of my pants. She raised one eyebrow and pushed me out of the door. I stood there in the hall staring at her in disbelief.
"Thank you kurt." She said quietly before closing the door. What did she mean by 'thank you'?
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I didn't speak to her for days after that. Dad was guarding her 24/7, smothering her and getting on her nerves. She didn't have the strength to argue but i knew she wanted to rip his head off.
It was tuesday and i was sitting in the tour bus' main room, alone with kirk watching the scenery outside. It was boiling hot and we were both shirtless. We said nothing for ages, and then kirk spoke.
"Kurt, Brionny spoke to me yesterday."
"yeah..?" I said, interested. He smiled awkwardly and stroked his beard.
"She said she was pissed off at James but she was smiling. We were alone in the tour bus when everyone was out shopping and i was nervous as hell...." He smiled again and played with his beard. "And well..she was talking to me and erm...the subject of relationships came up and she was telling me about your dad's little...flaws."
"As in...?"
He giggled pathetically and ran his hand over his tattoo.
"I'm not sure if i should be telling you this but...put it this way..your dad hasn't got very big furniture, downstairs...."
I laughed like crazy and fell on the floor. Kirk giggled wildly and ran his hand through his long black hair. He was the spitting image of Lee, except for the moustache and the tanned skin. I slowly got up and decided to sit on his lap. Kirk was a little uneasy about this, but i was too strong for him to push me off. I lay back on his bare chest and put my head against his shoulder.
"Kurt..." He said, looking at the door anxiously. I ignored him.
"I wish i had a dad like you..." I said pressing my head harder against his shoulder. The sweat was running down his body, i could tell he wasn't enjoying this.
"I thought you liked getting gay with people?" I said laughing.
"Kurt, i'm not your playmate, go find lee."
"No." I said defiantly. I could feel kirk squirm underneath me. I giggled and ran my hand up his chest slowly.
"Kurt, stop it!"
"I'm only playing!"
"Yeah, we've heard that before aswell!" Said a female voice. Brionny had just walked in. Kirk laughed awkwardly.
"Can you get him off me?" He said giggling. Brionny smiled and waltzed towards us in her unusually flowery dress. Kirk laughed soflty and studied her every move. She took my hands and dragged me to the floor, she put her foot to my throat and started talking childish crap. Kirk was loving every minute of it. When we'd finnished arsing around she sat next to kirk and surveyed his bare chest. Kirk caught her looking and she hurriedly looked away. I sat and stared at them for ages and listened to their conversation. When the conversation turned to James I sat up and took notice.
"Where is he anyway?" Asked kirk.
"Lars dragged him away to rehearse their drum/guitar solo thingy. He couldn't bear to leave me..." She said and sighed loudly.
"Why is he acting like that anyway?"
"No idea..."
"Twat, you should leave him. It's doing you no favours staying with him, i mean look at that gut!" He said laughing. Brionny giggled and kirk grabbed her gut playfully. They then started a playful fight on the seat with brionny ending up ontop of kirk. He beckoned her and she leaned towards his face. His whispered something in her ear and she giggled.
"Sure!" She said, then noticing the position she was in, turned red and sat up. But kirk stayed laying down on the seat. She got up and went to walk out of the room wen kirk grabbed her hand and dragged her face close to his. He whispered in her ear, and i strained to lsiten.
"You promise you'll come?"
"Yeah."
"Wear something...tight." He commanded.
"And you..." She whispered.
I stared at them in awe, where was he going to take her?

End Of Part 9
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Part 10

I closed my eyes, and was about to fall asleep when i heard footsteps running down the hall. I got up to find Brionny standing by my door. She was dressed in spandex trousers, a baggy horror t-shirt and a leather jacket. She looked stunning. She had bright red lipstick and her hair was let loose. She winked at me and smiled.
"Don't tell james, he's asleep in his bunk..."
"Where are you going?"
"Somewhere nice. I hope. Me and Kirk are leaving, NOW! So don't spill okay?"
I nodded, "Have fun." Was all i managed to say before the lump in my throat stopped me from speaking. And with that she walked out of the bus door(the bus was parked near a motel) and inot the darkness with kirk behind her. I noticed that he was wearing exactly the same clothes as she was.

Switching to Brionny's point of view

Kirk led me away from the bus into the darkness. I didn't know where he was taking me. He led me through the nearby town and out onto the other side. I found myself looking at some beautiful scenery. We were on a barren hilltop, somewhere near the grand canyon overlooking a barren desert. The moon was shining over the desert casting an eerie light over the sand. It was cool, but not too cool, warm enough to sit there on that pretty little hilltop for ages. And that's what we did. We sat and chatted for ages, after about an hour i realised that my head was resting on Kirk's shoulder and his hand was slowly slipping around my shoulders. I chose to ignore it, but it was insisting on climbing up my back towards my shoulder.
I turned to face kirk and the hand immediately dropped down from my back. But then i felt it creeping down around my hips. I looked into kirks eyes and a cheeky grin appeared on his face.
"Lets have some fun." He whispered. I smiled and touched his cheek, he giggled naughtily and pushed me down to the ground. He rolled ontop of me and put his face close to mine.
"This is more like it, eh?" He said, trying to sound cocky and failing miserably. I raised one eyebrow and looked at him.
"I prefer to be on top." I said simply.
"No, I'm the man...I get to be ontop!" He said childishly.
"Really? Are you sure?" I said and rolled ontop of him. He tried to fight me, but i was too strong. In the end he gave up and stopped whinging.
"Please..."He said desperately. I smiled menacingly and nodded.

End Of Part 10
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Part 11?

It was 6am, me and kirk had been out all night and i came back to the tour bus feeling surprisingly refreshed. I kissed Kirk's cheek and tiptoed back into my bunk next to James'. I got undressed under the covers and pretended to be just waking up. I saw James watching me from the opposite bunk and smiled gently.
"Have a nice sleep?"
"No. I was too busy wondering where the hell you'd gone!"
"James....."
"Where did you go?"
"Nowhere! You were probably dreaming it!"
He shook his head and frowned.
"Were you with kurt?"
"No, James you know i left him....."
"If he's hurt you....!"
"No, i haven't seen him all night. I swear!"
"Then were have you been?"
I wiped the approaching tear off my cheek and sighed deeply.
"James. I don't know why i do it, i swear. I try so hard to love you James.......but i can't, not like i used to. I'll tell you the truth. I was with Kirk tonight."
He shook his head and whipped the sheets off his body. He was gonna beat kirk up, i knew it. I had to do something to stop him, but what? Then i realised what i had to do, i gritted my teeth and whished there was another way. I got up and pushed James against the bunk. Like his son, he was weak. He grabbed my hips and pulled them close to his. I bit my lip and smiled menacingly.
"Why Brionny?"
"I don't know." I said, backing away. Sex was not the answer. I wiped the tears off my cheek.
"I'm going to kirk's room. It was already ovre, you knew that. Don't blame kirk...." I whispered then i walked into kirk's room and lay next to him.
"He knows..." He whispered, "Now i'm fucked..."
I kissed his lips and ran my hand through his hair.
"I was never very good with boys in school. Couln't flirt to save my life, they were always..Just friends. And now look what's happened because of me. I've ruined everything. I mayaswell just leave metallica for good and make my way as a prozzy, because thats all i'm good for...."
Kirk hugged me tightly and sighed deeply.
"Brionny...please don't leave. I couldn't live without you. please..."
"I'm leaving kirk. I've got to go..."
"No!"
I got up and rushed to the door. Kirk grabbed my hand and pleaded with me. I shook him off and grabbed my suitcase. I was out of the door before he could say anything. I heard him cry after me but it was too late. I was on a plane to SF in no time.

End Of Part 11
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Holy crap poor Kirk!!! need more of this ok? soon yeah?

Part 12

A month dragged by, and there was no sign of brionny coming back. Kirk was phoning her everyday and Dad was arguing non stop with me and kirk. I couldn't take it anymore. It was all too stressful for me. I just wanted her back, so much. It was hard to breathe without her around. I hated dad and he hated me, when the tour ended he kicked me out of his house. We had a big argument, shouting, screaming, crying. All of that shit. In the end i just paked my suitcase and ran away with lee. We then were forced to live in a shitty homeless shelter for a month. Life was hard, but no matter how much dad pleaded, i wouldn't go back. I changed my mobile number and made sure he didn't know where i was.
After a while me and lee got a job as pole dancers in some sleezy bar, it wasn't as much fun as we'd dreamed. There was always gay peedos watching us, faggie's, druggie's, prozzys. We didn't like it, but it got us enough money to move out of hte homeless shelter and inot the bar hotel, where we earned our keep by dancing everyday. But after a a year in that shabby hotel they wanted more money from us. We had ditched school and had no qualifacations to get a tidy job. There was only one way to earn money now, and we had no choice but to do it.

"53rd and 3rd, standing on the street,
53rd and 3rd......"

The radio echoed through our hotel room. I woke up and saw that it was 6 o' clock. I yawned and looked over at lee. He was sleeping next to some 30 year old. I shivered and looked to my right. I flinched as i gazed into the eyes of some tart with bleach blonde hair. She lit a fag and began smoking in the bed next to me. She turned and looked at me.
"What?" She demanded.
"My pay?" I asked warily. She smiled and laughed.
"Wasn't that pay enough?"
"It's not gonna keep me fed for two weeks now come on!"
She smiled and reached into her wallet. I recognised the pattern on the front and sighed.
"I've done this before with you, haven't I?"
She nodded and handed me $200.
"Thank you." I said monotonously. She got dressed and left. I sighed deeply and brushed the ash off my pillow. I lay back on the pillow and sobbed. Today was my eighteenth birthday, It didn't feel like it. I'd ben doing this for two years and i was going nowhere. Pole dancing wasn't fun, it was sleezy. And so was sleping with strangers for money. Lee saw me crying and came over to me. He got in bed next to me and hugged me, i sighed deeply. He rested his head on my shoulder and rubbed my chest.
"Bad night?"
"Very."
"you okay?"
"No, i wished i hadn't left dad. I wish Brionny hadn't run away. I wish we'd stayed at the homeless shelter."
He kissed my cheek soflty and smiled through newly formed tears.
"It's okay..."
"You don't have to kiss me when we're offstage, you know." I said meanly. He hugged me tightly and touched my cheek.
"It's okay, we're going to a new part of town tonight. There's no police there and it's where all the celebrities go........"
I smiled gently and go up.
"I suppose that's a slight improvement."
He took my hand and led me to the kitchen, we ate breakfast and got dressed. Then we went downstairs and got ready for the first dance. I could tell lee was nervous. That weirdo woman was standing there smoking a fag waiting for him to come on. I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes. Here we go again..i thought,

End Of Part 12
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again i say holy crap!!! what will become of poor Kurt and Lee. saying Lee Kirk must be going outta his mind with worry why did he run away he wasn't the one getting grief?!

More More More... please those were fantatic updates

part 13

After a hard day of pole dancing, i sat in the bar, downing a glass of cider before tonights debauchery. Lee entered the room, fresh tears running down his face. He sat down next to me and rested his head on my shoulder. I said nothing and continued to down the glass of cider.
"Kurt, i'm scared" He said finally, "That woman threatened me with rape again.....she had a fucking knife with her aswell."
I nodded and continued to ignore him. He touched my leg softly and rubbed the inside of my thighs. I sighed and brushed his hand away.
"Kurt, what happened to us? We used to enjoy all of this shit, and now we're...."
"Prozzy's." I finnished his sentance for him. He said nothing and rested his head against my shoulder. He moaned slightly and placed his hand on my leg.
"Fucking queer." I said harshly and brushed his hand away. Then i got up and beckoned him to the door. We had to head over the new street. We walked through the dark alleyways until we reached a dimmly lit street with one streetlight. There was one man standing there smoking a pipe. Lee edged away from him and moved closer to me. I shook my head and whispered in his ear.
"He's just a prozzy dumbass, like us. It's not like he has a knife or annything!"
He didn't look convinced.We stood there for an hour waiting for the cars and limmo's to stop but none did. I even had my tight leather trousers on, but still. Nothing.
After another 15min cars started stopping, but the women always changed their minds at the last minute. After a while a black mercedes stopped by the curb. A blonde woman poked her head out and yelled at me and lee.
"Hey sexy..." She was obviously drunk. I walked up to her, followed by Lee. Then i leaned into the car window to find her friend tending to her.
"Sorry..my friend is a little drunk..sorry to waste your time.." She looked up, I couldn't believe my eyes. There sat Brionny in the back seat of the car. I gasped. She recognised me and Lee instantly. She slammed the car door open and walked outside, she stood infront of me and shook her head.
"Why kurt?" She said, choked.
"I need the money..."
She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tightly. Lee said nothing. She let go.
"Kurt, i know you fell out with James but i don't understand why lee is here."
"We wanted to be pole dancers. And we are, but it isn't as much fun as we thought it could be when we were 15. The hotel wanted more money than what we were earning, we live there you see, and since we threw away our education. This was the only job we were fit for." I said solemnly, "We ruined our lives, i hate it."
Lee nodded his head slowly.
"Get in the car!" Brionny demanded. we marched in and sat in the back seat. Lee was shaking nervously, he didn't know what to expect.
"Home." Sadi Brionny to the Driver and he started driving. I looked at Lee nervously, I'd missed Brionny so much. Then she turned around and looked me in the eye. There were tears forming in the corner. She reached out her hand and touched my cheek. I smiled gently.
"I missed you Brionny...Why did you leave?"
"I..I ruined Metallica, i ruined everything. They coped fine without me, they've even got a new album out. I was just tearing the band apart."
"Dad was depressed for months after you left. He probably still misses you."
"and my dad..." Said Lee. She shook her head.
"I can't believe you did this guys. How could you be so stupid? How did you turn yourselves into dirty sluts?"
"I don't know..." I mumbled, "Brionny, i missed you so much..i know it sounds stupid but i think of you everyday....."
"I missed you aswell.." She said softly.
The car veered up at her apartment.
"Take Lyra home..." She said to the driver as we got out. The car sped off with the blonde girl inside. She led us up many stairs and into her fancy apartment. There was oak furnishings, a wood fire and many different rugs that were soft on your feet. A strong smell of perfume filled my nostrils, it sent me into a trance.
"Lee, you can sleep in the guest room for now if you like. I'll do you supper in a minute but can i have a private chat with kurt for a minute?"
He nodded and walked into the posh guest room. I sat down next to Brionny on the settee. She smiled gently and took my hand. I felt a shiver run down my spine.
"So what's your job now then?" I asked.
"I'm a geologist, i study seismic activities in the area." She replied softly. I leaned closer to her and placed my head on her shoulder. She ran her fingers through my hair and spoke gently.
"I have a new boyfriend now."
"Really?"
"Yeah, but he's out tonight. I was single for a while but then i met him at a bar somewhere. He's nice. We've been going out for about...5 months now." I nodded my head politely.
"Anyone i know?" I asked.
"Yeah actually, he's quite famous. His name is chad."
"Chad Kroeger?" I exclaimed, she nodded her head and laughed.
"Jealous?" She asked, teasing. I laughed for the first time in ages and nodded my head.
"I thought he lived in Canada?"
"He's been living in SF for a year now."
"Fucking canadians..." I muttered. She giggled tenderly and i could feel her leg pressing against mine. I sighed deeply.
"You know..." I muttered, "I'm eighteen now..."
"And a prostitute." She said. I sighed again.
"I missed you...." I said as my lips moved close to her cheek. She pushed me away.
"Would you like some food?" She asked.
"I'd like you..." I murmered.
"Surprise, surprise.." She said and walked off. She turned the lights off and walked into Lee's room ot bring him the supper she's made for him.
"Thank you." I heard him say. She walked back into the living room.
"You'll have to sleep on the settee, i haven't got another room sorry. There's some backets in the cupboard over there." She pointed to the oak cupboard.
"Can't I sleep with you?" I asked desperately. " I mean it bri, i don't want sex. Can't we just snuggle up together and talk like we used to?"
"I'd like that Kurt, but Chad is coming back tonight. I care about him. Things are different now. Before i was having trouble with James...but now, well...I'm happy. You're grown up now. Surely you can understand that i don't want you in the way i used to. It was over a long time ago kurt."
That night i cried myself to sleep. I was safe now, but not happy. I wanted Brionny back but yet again something stood in my way.

End Of Part 13
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Holy crap!! what have Kurt and Lee become?! i hope Brionny can do summat to help the boys they need it!! great update sweetie can't wait for more!

Part 14!

I heard a door slam in the hallway and i woke up to find that it was 4am. Chad strolled inot the living room and was surprised ot find me lying on the settee.
"What the fuck?" He asked. I yawned and looked up at him. He had long curly blonde hair and was very tall.
"Ask..Brionny..." Was all i managed to say.
"Okay...." He said and walked into Brionny's room. I heard voices, but i was too tired to understand what they were saying. In the morning i woke to find Chad sitting opposite me staring directly at me.
"Holy Shit!" I exclaimed. He rubbed his neck awkwardly.
"Sorry..." He mumbled. "Er, Brionny said to make you some beakfast cos you didn't have supper. The toast is a bit burnt...sorry 'bout that."
"Where is she?" I asked, whilst munching gratefully on the burnt toast.
"She's gone to work. Some earthquake study...somewhere."
I nodded my head. Just then, Lee strolled in wearing a dressing gown that didn't belong to him.
"Sorry chad, i had to nab your dressing gown, can't wander around in someone's apartment without any clothes on can i?" He said, looking at me. I realised that i was just in my underwear and had no blankets. I shrugged my shoulders and had a sip of coffee. Chad stood up and turned the T.V on. It was MTV news.
"Metallica frontman James Hetfield has donated $3000 dollars to oxfam after...."
Chad hurriedly turned the TV over to Kerrang, Nickelback was playing.
"God my hair looks terrible doesn't it?" Said Chad as he giggled nervously. Lee forced a laugh and elbowed me in the stomach. I laughed briefly and stopped. I didn't like chad.
Lee spent the whole day talking to Chad, they were becoming good friends. And when Brionny returned they all sat down and played scrabble together. I said nothing and sat watching MTV news on Brionny's large TV. Brionny sensed something was wrong and sat down next to me.
"Are you okay kurt?"
"I haven't been okay for the past two years." I couldn't help it. I broke down in tears, Brionny hugged me tightly and i rested my head against her bare shoulder. She rubbed my back slowly.
"It's okay Kurt. You're with me now. Everything's gonna be okay. Tommorow we're going to see James and Kirk. Lars has been arranging everything. You're gonna live with them and it'll be okay i promise..."
"Our dad's will never take us back."
"They will." She said briefly. I sobbed into her shoulder. She smiled and kissed my forehead when chad wasn't looking. I sighed with pleasure and fell asleep on her shoulder. I was so tired.
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The next day we were all sitting in Brionny's car on the way to james house. Lars was sitting in the back next to us and Chad and Brionny were in the front. Brionny was driving.
"I'm kinda nervous..." Brionny confessed.
"James'll be fine wiht this i promise. He knows you're coming. He knows what's happened. It's okay!" Said Lars reassuringly.
"Well, here we are!" Said Chad as we arrived at James' house. We all got out and walked up the steps to the front door where James and Kirk had been waiting. Dad was almost in tears, he flung his arms around me and hugged me tightly. I burst into tears.
"Dad, I'm sorry..." He hugged me even tighter then let go.
"Brionny, thank you so much...." He said.
"Yeah, thank you..." Said Kirk who had just let go of Lee. She smiled and nodded.
"No problem." She said as Chad slipped his hand into hers. James and Kirk looked at each other and frowned. Then kirk took Brionnys other hand and led her inside. We all followed suit. Soon i found myself loking at a familiar sight. The vast living room with its many pictures and windows. Dad smiled and sat me down on the settee. Lee sat next to Kirk who was sitting next to Brionny and Chad. We talked for ages about things that had happened since we'd last been together and Chad had to sit there and liten to it all whilst Me, Dad and Kirk glared at him angrily. But Chad wasn't going to put up with this. He delibarately snuggled up to Brionny and kissed her cheek. I could feel the anger bubbling up inside me. I knew dad couldn't stick it. He walked into the kitchen to get a drink. Chad smiled mischievously and looked at Kirk and Me. Brionny had told him everything.
Kirk hugged lee for the 50th time and made him cringe. Dad walked back in and gave me a big grin. Things were going to be alright from now on between us because we all hated the same thing, Chad.
"We need to do something about him." Dad whispered in my ear.
"I know..." I murmered. Dad winked at me and kirk, we winked back. Lee continued talking to Chad like normal, Whilst Me , Kirk and Dad went upstairs to 'view' my bedroom.
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"I don't like Chad." Said Kirk. Dad nodded.
"Since when were you two working together?" I asked.
"When you and Lee, left we realised it was because of us two arguing and fighting over Brionny like a couple of cavemen. We wanted her back,but we decided that it would be better for her to be with one of us rather than someone else. Since she left, i thought about her everyday. I missed her so much and now she's back and i'm so happy about it. And i'm so happy about you and Lee being okay..The only thing i'm not happy about is Chad." Said dad.
"I missed her too dad. So much, i didn't realise that i wasn't the only one...." I mumbled. He noddded sadly.
"Chad has got to go!" Said Kirk, "He'll only hurt her..."
We nodded in agreement. I had only been back an hour and i was already plotting against someone!
"I've got a plan." I said.

End Of Part 14
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oooooooooooooooooo now thats just wicked but i love it*rubs hands together* i can't wait to see what the plan is!!!

Well, it's not a pretty sight but it's what happens when folks are desperate for Money. You ought to maybe warn a reader when it comes to prostitution, just a heads up.

wow :blink: That s great! More plz :P he he

Jenny

Part 15

Brionnys POV

I walked into the guest bedroom in James' house. We were all stayign there for the night becasue none of us wanted to leave. It was 1.30am but i wasn't tired. I was surprised to find that it wasn't Chad lying there on the bed, but Kurt. He was shirtless and covered in some kind of oil.
"What the...?" I asked.
"Didn't you miss me Bri?"
"Where's Chad?"
"Knowhere that you'd know where to find him...."
"What the hell are you playing at?"
He smiled and leaned forward, he crawled towards me and took my hand.
"Don't say you don't like this bri..."
I yanked my hand away. "What have you done with Chad?" I asked, still not taking this seriously. He giggled.
"I'll tell you where he is, if you do me a....favour."
I shook my head. "Typical." I jumped ontop of him and pinned him to the bed. He squirmed but i didn't let go.
"Guys help!" He yelled. Then James bounded out of the cupboard and rolled ontop of me. Kurt got free and stood away from me. Then Kirk tiptoed out of the cupboard.
"Guys, i'm not sure about this........"
James laughed. I giggled madly.
"What is this?" I said through fits of laughter, "A plot to rape me?"
James laughed and rolled me onto my back. He suddenyl stopped laughing. I closed my eyes for a sec and felt his lips on my neck.
"James?" I asked warily.

End Of Part 15
Soz i took so long!

and then? :o

ok so thats like tormenting me!! what the fuck happens next? more please Laur soon yeah? please :heart: :tu:

Part 2878768432985409925

I mean..part 16

I looked down to see James looking up at me, a kinky smile spread across his face. I looked at kirk and kurt. Kurt was smiling and kirk had his hands in his pocket and was looking at the door nervously. He quickly locked the door and walked up to me.
"Brionny...We all missed you a lot....please, Chad isn't good enough for you...."
I sat up and pushed James off me.
"You're a bunch of sad cunts!" I bellowed. They all looked down, ashamed of themselves. James looked at me desperately, there were tears in his eyes, i looked a Kurt, i knew he'd missed me. I shook my head and stormed downstairs Kurt ran after me.
"Brionny! Brionny!"
"Where's Chad?!" I yelled.
"I dunno, he went out earlier..."
"What? he promised me he wouldn't leave!"
"He said he was going out drinking, he said not to tell you."
"He's gone to that stupid strip club again..." I moaned. Kurt shook his head.
"I'm sorry..." He murmered. I wiped my tears away with the back of my hand, Kurt walked towards me and hugged me tightly. I rested my head on his shoulder. I absent-mindedly reached my hand up the back of his t-shirt. He moaned slightly and kept on hugging me. We broke away and he looked me in the eye.
"Sorry i had to let Kirk and James into your room. It was my plan all along...I knew you'd storm out on us. I'm sorry about chad. I kinda tricked Kirk and James.....I wasn't gonna let them get away with you was i? God bri, i missed you.."
I smiled, i knew he had been up to something. Then i realised that he'd locked James and Kirk in my bedroom. I smiled and kissed his lips slowly.
"I missed you..." I mumbled. I felt his hands slip to my waist. I kissed harder. I pushed him against the wall and felt him shake underneath me. He was finnaly old enough, after all this time. Nothing stood in our way. It had been such a long time since i'd last kissed him, i had missed him so much. From now on, i promised myself that i was gonna look after kurt. I was never gonna let him go again. I still wanted Kirk and James, but there were ways of solving that....
I felt kurt kiss my neck softly, i stroked his cheek and he raised his head and pressed his forehead against mine.
"At last..." We said simultaneously. Then i slowly began to unzip his jeans....

End Of Part 16

:drool :drool :drool :drool :drool etc.